hello everyone,

I just joined this community & decided to introduce myself.

I would rather not mention my name, for my own personal reasons.
So, just call me "fatty" haha

I am 18 yrs young, I am 5'4 & I currently weigh 120lbs.
In a total of about 2-3 month I lost about 40lbs.
I was once 162lbs! Due to being pregnant, I unfortanently had a miscarriage so...
I'm far too young anyhow, & I like to believe that everything happens for a reason.
Anyways, so I gained a bunch of weight because I was pregnant & was eating a bunch & hardly working out.

So, I basically starved myself & worked out like crazy & lost a good amount of weight.
I'm 20lbs away from were I want(will) to/be.

I was doing so well until people began to notice I lost a bunch of weight.
So, I've stayed at the same weight for awhile now so that people wont catch on.

I think It's time I can loose more & tell them i have just been dieting well & exercising.
My next goal is 115, then -

i came on here for support & no negative feed back or rude judgements, because I'm not listening to them I'll just ignore it. I'm here to help others like me, & hopefully have the same support in return.

If you'd like to add me, please do I currently have 0 friends (just started so) help a loner out! ha

I'll post more in awhile.

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hear me out please

Hello people, I would like to start out by saying that I am not anorexic, nor am I pro-ana or pro-mia or pro anything. I don't mean to intrude by posting here I just wanted to share and ask questions to see if anyone feels the same as me about something which I guess is semi-related to the topic of this group. See, I am female- and I don't like the appearance of my body- but I am not a transexual, I don't want to be a man- i just don't want anything to do with having the appearance of a sexually mature member of either sex/gender. The only way I can think of to achieve this other than having surgery is to diet enough to get small enough to lose my breasts and hips. I just want to look androgynous like prepubescent children do.  It got me thinking about anorexia and I wondered if anorexic people have the same desire and that is why they starve themselves- and if they don't have the same desire then why do they do it?  I'm sorry if I am unwelcome here and I am being too voyeuristic- I really don't want to offend anyone by coming here, I just want to see if anyone feels the same as I do.  So, please reply.  Peace 


This is my first time in this community,
 i would really like it if i could get a few tips on helping with my cravings for food,
at the moment i do really well for days then from no were i will have a binge,
i need serious help plzzzzz    xxx

I don't know how to go about this!

I was wondering if using laxatives actually works? I mean I am having trouble controling my binging again. I can't stand throwing up and its really not discrete at all. I am surrounded by people all of the time and it keeps on getting harder to cover up the fact that I need to be thin and this is how I am going about it. So if someone could tell me how effective they areal well that would be awsome.    
 Thanks for helping other's stay strong,
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    frustrated frustrated
remember me


♥name: Iris
♥age:24 (I seem older than most people here lol)
♥eating disorder:  oce/mia
♥current weight 122 (I gained again T__T)
♥short term goal: 119
♥long term goal: 110
♥pictures : I'd rather not, I hate pictures of myself
♥anyother information: I've struggled with ed all my life and recently became mia, I hate the extra chub and I've always felt like the "chubby girl" and want to be the tiny girl for once. I'm 5'4" btw.
  • Current Music
    White Zombie - boogy man

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♥eating disorder: ana
♥current weight:112-114
♥short term goal:100
♥long term goal:95
♥pictures :
ask to see, not posting!
♥anyother information:If anyone wants to talk to me, just Leave me a comment and add me <3

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As a fellow mod (of bleed_me_skinny) and avid lj’er for over 4 years I’m letting you know that visualgirly was in my community and when she started to post spam like on her journal. I mean like 10/15 posts a day about it and this is a direct quote from her info “I am a Prothinspoer... I am in love with visualization and thinspiration to keep myself skinny forever... Prothinspo.com is my guide to my lifestyle. I am a person who is always on the hunt for new celebrity gossip and diet tips.” Need more proof that she is a troll? Her lj is far less then a year old; she has over 1,000 friends and is spamming around 650 communities.

I have allot of friends on lj and everyone I know in many communities are very sick of her. I noticed that she was in your community and would just like to let you know the kind of person she is. She makes personal attacks to people if they post pics, and all she does is plug that stupid site that tells one how to get an eating disorder.

I am sick of seeing her everywhere I go and so are many of my friends.

Just make sure if you delete her posts you mark them as spam!

Just a warning, tell your friends…if it were up to me and many people I know she would be shut down like all the other trolls.

♠ Kelly

If anyone would like to join my community feel free….its a troll free zone. But if you join…post loads please :)