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21st September 2010
20th September 2009
13th July 2009
motivation808 @ : hello everyone,
I just joined this community & decided to introduce myself.
I would rather not mention my name, for my own personal reasons.
So, just call me "fatty" haha
I am 18 yrs young, I am 5'4 & I currently weigh 120lbs.
In a total of about 2-3 month I lost about 40lbs.
I was once 162lbs! Due to being pregnant, I unfortanently had a miscarriage so...
I'm far too young anyhow, & I like to believe that everything happens for a reason.
Anyways, so I gained a bunch of weight because I was pregnant & was eating a bunch & hardly working out.
So, I basically starved myself & worked out like crazy & lost a good amount of weight.
I'm 20lbs away from were I want(will) to/be.
I was doing so well until people began to notice I lost a bunch of weight.
So, I've stayed at the same weight for awhile now so that people wont catch on.
I think It's time I can loose more & tell them i have just been dieting well & exercising.
My next goal is 115, then -
i came on here for support & no negative feed back or rude judgements, because I'm not listening to them I'll just ignore it. I'm here to help others like me, & hopefully have the same support in return.
If you'd like to add me, please do I currently have 0 friends (just started so) help a loner out! ha
I'll post more in awhile.
Current Mood: determined
25th June 2009
crayontweak @ : hear me out please
Hello people, I would like to start out by saying that I am not anorexic, nor am I pro-ana or pro-mia or pro anything. I don't mean to intrude by posting here I just wanted to share and ask questions to see if anyone feels the same as me about something which I guess is semi-related to the topic of this group. See, I am female- and I don't like the appearance of my body- but I am not a transexual, I don't want to be a man- i just don't want anything to do with having the appearance of a sexually mature member of either sex/gender. The only way I can think of to achieve this other than having surgery is to diet enough to get small enough to lose my breasts and hips. I just want to look androgynous like prepubescent children do. It got me thinking about anorexia and I wondered if anorexic people have the same desire and that is why they starve themselves- and if they don't have the same desire then why do they do it? I'm sorry if I am unwelcome here and I am being too voyeuristic- I really don't want to offend anyone by coming here, I just want to see if anyone feels the same as I do. So, please reply. Peace
26th February 2009
5th November 2008
masflaca @ : I don't know how to go about this!
I was wondering if using laxatives actually works? I mean I am having trouble controling my binging again. I can't stand throwing up and its really not discrete at all. I am surrounded by people all of the time and it keeps on getting harder to cover up the fact that I need to be thin and this is how I am going about it. So if someone could tell me how effective they areal well that would be awsome.
Thanks for helping other's stay strong,
Current Mood: frustrated
16th October 2008
ana_rexi_lemic @ : intro
♥age:24 (I seem older than most people here lol)
♥eating disorder: oce/mia
♥current weight 122 (I gained again T__T)
♥short term goal: 119
♥long term goal: 110
♥pictures : I'd rather not, I hate pictures of myself
♥anyother information: I've struggled with ed all my life and recently became mia, I hate the extra chub and I've always felt like the "chubby girl" and want to be the tiny girl for once. I'm 5'4" btw.
14th June 2008
l0vemybones @ : ♥name:Autumn
♥eating disorder: ana
♥short term goal:100
♥long term goal:95
ask to see, not posting!
♥anyother information:If anyone wants to talk to me, just Leave me a comment and add me <3
29th May 2008
lildevilgurl172 @ : As a fellow mod (of bleed_me_skinny) and avid lj’er for over 4 years I’m letting you know that visualgirly was in my community and when she started to post spam like on her journal. I mean like 10/15 posts a day about it and this is a direct quote from her info “I am a Prothinspoer... I am in love with visualization and thinspiration to keep myself skinny forever... Prothinspo.com is my guide to my lifestyle. I am a person who is always on the hunt for new celebrity gossip and diet tips.” Need more proof that she is a troll? Her lj is far less then a year old; she has over 1,000 friends and is spamming around 650 communities.
I have allot of friends on lj and everyone I know in many communities are very sick of her. I noticed that she was in your community and would just like to let you know the kind of person she is. She makes personal attacks to people if they post pics, and all she does is plug that stupid site that tells one how to get an eating disorder.
I am sick of seeing her everywhere I go and so are many of my friends.
Just make sure if you delete her posts you mark them as spam!
Just a warning, tell your friends…if it were up to me and many people I know she would be shut down like all the other trolls.
If anyone would like to join my community feel free….its a troll free zone. But if you join…post loads please :)
19th March 2007
goldstarxx @ : HELP ME PLEASE!!!!
OMG!!! this is going to sound very weak of me, but has anyone got any tips on how to stop your hunger or stop yourself from eating, cuz i feel iam geting really fat, iam not usually like this i usually have willpower but its now fading please someone if you have any tips tell me and ill luv you foreva!!!!!
PLEASE REPLY TO THIS!!!
Current Mood: hungry
17th February 2007
felixz_babyqirl @ : i hope these help girls =)
01. You will be FAT if you eat today, just put it off one more day.
02. You don't NEED food.
03. Fat people can't fit everywhere.
04. Guys will be able to pick you up without struggling.
05. You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back.
06. People will remember you as "the beautiful thin one".
07. If someone has to describe you, they'll say "oh she weighs like 90, 100 lbs".
08. Guys will want to get to know you, not laugh at you and walk away.
09. Starving is an example of excellent willpower.
10. You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones.
11. Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite.
12. If you eat then you'll look like those disgusting, fat, ghetto and trailer-trash hookers on Jerry Springer.
13. The models that everyone claims are beautiful, the spitting image of perfection, are any of them fat? NO!
14. Too many people in the world are obese.
15. People who eat are selfish and unrealistic.
16. Only fat people are attracted to fat people. Do you want pigs to like you because you are one of them.
17. Anyone can have "inner beauty" but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out.
18. You'll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider.
19. Only thin people are graceful.
20. If you slap a fat person you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting.
21. Do you want people to say "for gods sake get off me you're crushing me!!!" or "you are sooo light" ???
22. Underweight aka perfect body.
23. Ballerina? or beanbag?
24. I want to be light enough so a helium balloon could lift me and carry me to the clouds.
25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints.
26. Starve off the parts you don't need. They're ugly and they drag you down.
27. Nothing cant be fixed with hunger and weight loss.
28. Saying "no thanks" to food is saying "yes please" to THIN!!!
29. Fat people are so huge, yet people look away from them as if they don't exist.
30. The only time people do notice a fat person is when they get in the way of that beautiful thin girl walking by (ok that sounds really horrible i know.)
31. Have you ever seen a person NOT notice a walking skeleton.
32. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
33. Is food more important that happiness in life? I think not!
34. Eating is conforming to everyone else's expectations.
35. When you start to get dizzy and weak you're almost there.
36. Hunger is your friend and it won't betray you like food.
37. Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out making you fat, bloated, ugly and unhappy.
38. Think of anorexia as your secret weapon.
39. If you can name one reason to be fat, I'll name a million and one to be thin.
40. Thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes.
41. Food rots your teeth.
42. Puffy cheeks, double chins and thick ankles-- aren't attractive.
43. Fatty areas stretch and sag as you get older.
44. Ever seen the arms of a fat person wave hello or goodbye?
45. Eating little to nothing saves you money!
46. The average (middle class) American wastes OVER $8,000 a year on FOOD ALONE...it goes in one end and out the other. That sure is a lot of fat! No wonder so many Americans are obese and overweight!
47. Fat people make their country look bad.
48. Big people sweat more and they smell bad.
49. Fat people die earlier.
50. You'll be the envy of all the other girls.
51. All of the guys will want you.
52. You're less likely to get food poisoning.
53. You won't be exposed to all the chemicals and pesticides they put in food today.
54. You won't get sweaty on hot days.
55. The word fat will only apply to you in a sarcastic way.
56. No one wants to see a fat person dance.
57. Beauty Queen? or Dairy Queen?
Current Mood: cheerful
15th February 2007
goldstarxx @ : ♥name:Rachel
♥eating disorder:anarexia and buliamia
♥current weight:104 pounds
♥short term goal:99 pounds
♥long term goal:95 pounds
♥any other information:I have been ana for nearly 2 years now, it feels great to be thin, but so far i started my over two weeks ago, marykate olsen, and nicole richie are my thinsperations!
Current Mood: crazy
25th November 2006
skinny2bpretty @ : ♥name:skinny2bpretty
♥current weight: im not really sure but i think 52kg
♥short term goal:47kg
♥long term goal:41kg
♥anyother information:im new on lvejournal and dont really know what im doing so if anyone would like to help me out and show me around please do. thanx!
8th June 2006
deprived88 @ : name: Dawn
longterm goal: 125lbs
short term goal:140lbs
5th June 2006
lovemo @ : ♥name:Morgan Conner
♥eating disorder:anorexia nervosa
♥short term goal:100
♥long term goal:85
♥any other information:I am from fort worth, tx and I am graduating in decemeber.
4th June 2006
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Ok so this is perfectly thin and we are about ed's. We arnt about bullying people into becoming an ed and we arnt about getting 'cured' ed is a lifestyle and here we can suport each other in our quest to be happy with ourselfs and finding ina peace
♥So dont be nasty this is a no putdown zone
♥We all love thinsperation pics! but can u please make them live journal cuts please
♥Please promote this community to other ed sites
♥and finally please after you have joined copy and paste below and make it your first post. All it is, is a introduction abut yourself none of it is compulsary bt it would be nce if we all new a lil bit about each other.!
♥short term goal:
♥long term goal: